my mum just talked to me for 20mins.
fucktard.
she walked in and started complaining about my attitude AGAIN. saying that i shouldn't talk as if i was all high and mighty and as if she was a "stupid fool" (quoted from her. and it's true.)
blardie hell.
then she starts saying can i quit touch rugby. then i was like why. then she said you're getting very muscular. and when i told her that mcm ppl all dress up she knows i'm gonna be doing PR-ing stuff, which means i need to watch my image. then say touch rugby very rough can i play bball instead. or do something else.
being me, i know the more i argued with my mum the more she will make noise. so all i said was touch rugby is less rough than bball. and if i don't do sports i'll just be fat.
then she said today my bro said why do we keep picking on him and finding fault in him. and she realized that we should "lower our IQ" and dont criticise him. then started talking bout my darn attitude again.
then she went back to sports. and it's already 20mins and i was FUCKING IRRITATED. so i just said you say enough already anot you already went one big round and now you're back to the same point again i know what you want to say must look at my image and cut down on sports.
then she talked about the sports part for another 5mins or so then left the room.
BLARDIE HELL LA. so in total she repeated herself THRICE.
first of all, whether i quit touch now or not, i'm still this muscular. and if i carry on, i'll still be this muscular. she even said "our physique is like this" so we should cut down on sports. and she commented that the way i dressed (when i came home she was sitting on the sofa so she saw what i wore) was horrible cos my legs look damn fat and my shirt wasn't nice cos "people will misunderstood" (not my english, hers). if i don't exercise, i'll just grow fatter. i'd rather look muscular than fat. and since my physique is like this, there is NO BLOODY DIFFERENCE whether i do sports or not. and fuck, stop commenting on the way i dress when you look like a cat dragged in. and she said i should not blame it on the genes, even though some are from the genes there's things i can do about it. RIGHT. i've been like this since i was born. and if i was to do something about it, that would be to eat less and exercise more. been there, done that, hello, there's no difference. IT IS ALL IN THE GENES. stop making excuses to shift the blame away from you.
and the bottom line is, she doesn't know how the fuck you play touch rugby so she has no right to comment on that.
i should've been used to all this shit by now, but, go fuck yourself. i have no mood to do anything right now. since blardie m1 touch i've given up.