training in the morning. i seriously need to improve. practise, practise, practise! couldn't concentrate, today was total shit. i just wanted to leave. 12 to get into the team? i think if there were 20 spaces i'll get in. but 12? forget it. dashed dreams, once again.
met up with 4co'05 later in the evening. 11 of us turned up. short meeting, but it was great seeing all of them. felt like i actually had friends who know me.
home.
school starts on monday.
back to hell.
on a sidenote, from what i have observed.
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i don't know how to put it.
don't play around with relationships.
i don't want school to start ):