i can't sleep every night. argh.
touch rug camp tmr. ):
it's just one big vicious cycle. all my entries are all similar. not that i wanted it to be, but because i have nowhere else to rant, and i've been feeling this way for the past 8 years or so. just that it gets worse and worse every year.
过往温柔
已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
i can't survive another five semesters. i'm already at my lowest point in life after one semester. i hate it.
and my entire life just revolves around that. late nights, crying, stoning.
red, purple or green? well, i've done red and purple before, but more inclined towards a mix of both.
it's getting so much harder to find something worth fighting for, something worth living for. too weak to live, too strong to die.
nothing to keep me going.
i just wanna say that if i die today, or anytime soon, please forget me, cos i doubt you remember me in the first place anyway.
i think i'll end up like those old folks who die in their house and nobody knows until a week later due to the stench of the decomposing body. that's if, i live until that old.